唷喔! >w<

Update for my life now

I've been back from Wisconsin for three days and now in Texas
I'm ok but not too good since the thing you know
My sister and I tried to hide the keyboard and delete the msn program and so far we haven't had the evidence it's still going but somehow I just believe it is still there.
I still get no idea what should I do and I always remember what master turtle said in Kongfu panda:

The harder you want to prevent it from happening
The faster it wil happen

It's like the act you did is a catalyst!!
I hate the feeling that I want to do something to help but I cannot

Anyway~you guys all know I miss you but I just cannot use msn
I'm fine
A lot of pressure, but fine

p.s.
MASTER
please call me if you get time
I do miss you and I want to let you know you are not alone
even though we suffer from different things
Cheer up
I'll always be there for you