唷喔! >w<

It has always been hard for me to make the choice between two sides I both love

On one side, I miss you so much and always want to talk to you

On the other side, I go home twice a year and stay totally for only 1.5 month

I have been staying in front of my computer for the past 2 weeks

I have been always waiting to see you online so that I can talk to you

You're always like the wind

You always do whatever you want

I'm that kind of person who needs to schedule everything ahead so that I can use my time efficient

You're that kind of person never planning about things

Seriously, I feel guilty because I know I should be with my mom and do whatever she wants with her

However, I choose you since I miss you and I can never lie to my heart

and maybe, as you siad, I know my family would be here forever and you may not

Then you said you're sorry

I should have chosen the other side

I feel like a total idiot

I don't understand what make you think I choose to stay in front of my computer and wait

thats because I miss you

I always do this

I always choose boyfriend over my family

and I regreted it once before

thank you for giving me the sign this early and woke me up from the mistake that I made again

now I know what is the most important thing

The funny thing is, I think I had exactly the same conversation before

I'm sick

I have to please people without their asking

and I always please the wrong one

I'll make the right choice this time